How's everyone feeling???

Hey everyone, 

I just wanted to say a quick hello and also apologize

for not blogging as much as I should have.

The good news is that I did get my home Internet back

up and running :)

The bad news is that my son was only home for that one night...

and it is so driving me crazy!!

I'm so depressed. My Dr. added an anti-depressant

to the Cymbalta that I already took for my

Fibro & GAD :(

Oh well...I guess all I can do is WAIT, not only to 

see if the new pill works, but also to see if my

son will eventually EVER COME  HOME!!

I guess what I really need to do is what they say...

I have a feeling, know I know that it won't be easy, not easy at all...

but I do believe that I can learn some patience, even after losing ever ounce

I've ever had after all these years and five kids ;(

But...I think that with the faking it, and like they say, the consistent

repetition, that maybe...just maybe...

NO I HAVE TO BE MORE CONFIDENT THAN THAT!!!

THIS WILL WORK!!!

IT HAS TO!!!!

Because I can't take much more if it doesn't.

So in this case I'm going to try the whole....

THING.....

CUZ

I FEAR THAT

IT'S EITHER I....

!!!!!!

What I mean is, basically those two are basically saying the

EXACT SAME THING...

only one of them sounds a little bit nicer than the other!!

Wish me luck...

And hey, don't worry..I'm not going to hurt myself or

anything like that....

BUT PLEASE...

do let me know how all of you are doing, I'd love to 

hear from all of you out there in the blogosphere :)

~Steph

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Because if so??

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Free tea for however long it lasts...

              

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Here’s how it works:

• At the Teasta tea website, choose 2 different kinds of tea priced at $3.15 or less & add them to your cart
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• Shipping will be free as well

*Make sure you choose 2 different kinds of tea- otherwise it won’t work !!

Pass it on...

~Steph

Great news, everyone....

I wanted to let everyone know that my son came home!!!!

FINALLY!!

We still have A LOT (big understatement)

of things to work on....

but at least my mind is at ease....well....sort of!!!

I want to thank all of you that prayed for and

thought of my family and my son and I

while he was away!!

Again thank you so much.

~~~~~

I honestly hope to be back up and running...

here regularly with the blogging thing

by the end of next week!!!

YAH!!

AND...

FINALLY,

I miss all of you so much.

I miss hearing what you have

all been up to and

reading your blogs...

And most of all, I really miss

doing my own blogging.

((Hugs))

A favor and an apology...

I know, I know....you probably thought I quit my blog, eh???

Well I didn't...I'm just having a REALLY incredibly BAD MONTH!!!

First off, my 14 year old, Jacob

ran away this past Saturday afternoon...

and as many of you know, I have GAD

(Generalized Anxiety Disorder) and even

if I didn't....I'd have been going crazy since

that day!! It's been more than 72 hours :(

I am asking that all of you would pray for him,

send up love and light,

good thoughts,

etc,

all of those things I would very much appreciate!!

~~~~~~~~~

Now..if any of you are still waiting on things that you have won,

let me know...I have tried to slowly get things in the mail

that I was behind on....(a big thanks for being so understanding and waiting!!)
Since I don't have Internet at the house right now...
It's very slow going, 30 minutes at a time
at the local library....especially when I have over 14,000
emails in my inbox (and growing) and that's not my junk mail :(

With that....I'm off to do some mose searching

for my son!!

Love to all!

~Steph