How's everyone feeling???

Hey everyone, 

I just wanted to say a quick hello and also apologize

for not blogging as much as I should have.

The good news is that I did get my home Internet back

up and running :)

The bad news is that my son was only home for that one night...

and it is so driving me crazy!!

I'm so depressed. My Dr. added an anti-depressant

to the Cymbalta that I already took for my

Fibro & GAD :(

Oh well...I guess all I can do is WAIT, not only to 

see if the new pill works, but also to see if my

son will eventually EVER COME  HOME!!

I guess what I really need to do is what they say...

I have a feeling, know I know that it won't be easy, not easy at all...

but I do believe that I can learn some patience, even after losing ever ounce

I've ever had after all these years and five kids ;(

But...I think that with the faking it, and like they say, the consistent

repetition, that maybe...just maybe...

NO I HAVE TO BE MORE CONFIDENT THAN THAT!!!

THIS WILL WORK!!!

IT HAS TO!!!!

Because I can't take much more if it doesn't.

So in this case I'm going to try the whole....

THING.....

CUZ

I FEAR THAT

IT'S EITHER I....

!!!!!!

What I mean is, basically those two are basically saying the

EXACT SAME THING...

only one of them sounds a little bit nicer than the other!!

Wish me luck...

And hey, don't worry..I'm not going to hurt myself or

anything like that....

BUT PLEASE...

do let me know how all of you are doing, I'd love to 

hear from all of you out there in the blogosphere :)

~Steph