I just wanted to say a quick hello and also apologize
for not blogging as much as I should have.
The good news is that I did get my home Internet back
up and running :)
The bad news is that my son was only home for that one night...
and it is so driving me crazy!!
I'm so depressed. My Dr. added an anti-depressant
to the Cymbalta that I already took for my
Fibro & GAD :(
Oh well...I guess all I can do is WAIT, not only to
see if the new pill works, but also to see if my
son will eventually EVER COME HOME!!
I guess what I really need to do is what they say...
I have a feeling, know I know that it won't be easy, not easy at all...
but I do believe that I can learn some patience, even after losing ever ounce
I've ever had after all these years and five kids ;(
But...I think that with the faking it, and like they say, the consistent
repetition, that maybe...just maybe...
NO I HAVE TO BE MORE CONFIDENT THAN THAT!!!
THIS WILL WORK!!!
IT HAS TO!!!!
Because I can't take much more if it doesn't.
So in this case I'm going to try the whole....
I FEAR THAT
IT'S EITHER I....
What I mean is, basically those two are basically saying the
EXACT SAME THING...
only one of them sounds a little bit nicer than the other!!
Wish me luck...
And hey, don't worry..I'm not going to hurt myself or
anything like that....
do let me know how all of you are doing, I'd love to
hear from all of you out there in the blogosphere :)